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July 18th] |
you say you got no faith in things that you can't see well I'm sorry I ain't there with you, but you ain't here with me
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[Sunday
July 19th] |
You are foolish and deluded Too many lies that you've burnt Where there's ice to be found Deceit lies underground
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[Saturday
July 18th] |
I'm such a lameass creeper, but someone posted this in a quotes section on a forum I read and I thought it was the most hilarious thing I've read in a while.
Him (20:21:44): *unhinges his jaw, eats her sneaky ass alive* Me (21:08:30): Ew. Too much like those vamps in Blade II. Him (21:08:39): I never saw that, Him (21:08:42): period. Me (21:09:12): Cleft jaws. Even boa constrictors would go ew. Him (21:09:44): Well I ate you so I don't know how the fuck you're here chatting with me. Him (21:09:46): Cheater. Him (21:09:49): Godmoder. Me (21:10:40): Twink. Me (21:10:43): Munchkin. Me (21:10:56): *voids the auto* Him (21:11:04): You're a gamer! Him (21:11:08): J'ACCUSE! Him (21:11:21): *points* Me (21:11:21): Overruled! Him (21:11:58): What? Sorry can't hear you while you're being DIGESTED. Me (21:12:32): You're about to shit bricks. Me (21:12:40): Actually, scratch that - tarantulas. Him (21:12:53): Well that sounds awful. What can I do??? Me (21:13:13): Now? Too late! Him (21:13:29): Wait! Hold on! Wait a second! Him (21:13:37): What if I didn't eat you at all??? Me (21:14:00): You didn't. The auto was voided, remember? Me (21:14:06): You botched the vore roll anyway. Him (21:14:22): Good thing I didn't go for the fish-gutting. Me (21:15:05): The difficulty of a healing roll for re-emboweling is off the charts.
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[Saturday
July 18th] |
All I wanna say is that They don't really care about us
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[Saturday
July 18th] |
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to put it simply, im a paranoid freak. i went to a pyschiatrist, and they listed so many different mental problems i have i cant even remember all of them. to name a few; chronic depression, adhd, anxiety, bipolar disorder, extreme paranoia and some others i dont remember. she said i need a whole bunch of tests on my brain. she made me feel so guilty and bad about my cutting tht it brought me to tears. i dont like her at all. even my mom thinks im crazy, she asked me what i think about her and my responce was "she has really tiny feet". all she sayd was "and khora, thats why i brought u there".
i was talking to my boyfriend and i was so scared he was going to leave me for his ex even tho he told me he loves me and will never leave. but i lkept pushing him and questioning him. i just dont want to get hurt again. i found myself in the weirdest sitaution the other day which made me run to my room and carve the word FAIL into my thigh. my grandmother and my mom were both yelling at me because im quitting my job cuz they dont like the way i dress. im young, im a teenager, im like the only one in my grade who even has a job and they were freaking out because they sayd "well what are you going to do for money?" so what does that mean? does that mean i dont get clothes and things i got that i payd for with my own money?
i cut myself over 15 times in the past 3 days. its getting worse. i cant control myself anymore. i have an extremely sharp blade and cut myself reallyyy deep. i dont want to cut myself anymore but i need to. im starting to wonder if anyone can help me out of this?
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[Friday
July 17th] |
and tomorrow back to being friends yeah and now lover, love you, yeah, just for tonight, one night, love you, and tomorrow say goodbye
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[Friday
July 17th] |
I got a notion that says it doesn't feel right got the answer in your story today you gave me a sign that didn't feel right. So don't knock it, don't knock it, you been here before.
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[Friday
July 17th] |
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i could give a damn for what those people say.
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[Friday
July 17th] |
It's not the tree that forsakes the flower, But the flower that forsakes the tree. Someday I'll learn to love these scars, Still fresh from the red-hot blade of your words.
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